soon.

pretty soon i will no longer have you in my belly but in my arms.
and soon enough i will have 2 little boys to chase after.
the time is near, but only God knows your birth date.
the anticipation grows stronger each day.

of course we still haven't picked out your name.
and there are a few more things to do around the house.
regardless of the day and hour.
we will be ready for you to join our world.

we had a false alarm on tuesday night.
contractions were 5 minutes apart and strong.
but they weren't strong enough to push you out.
so until i am out of breath during contractions.
i will just have to wait to see how beautiful you are.

sometimes i wish i knew the day and hour.
then again not knowing is so much fun.
i'm going to enjoy these moments.
because you may be the last baby i birth.

soon though, very soon... we will meet.
all the anticipation will come to an end.
i will have 3 wonderful guys to take care of.
and 1 awesome God to thank!