Saturday, March 21, 2009

Blank

I've had a desire to write lately but I'm just left staring at a blank piece of paper... or a white computer screen. I just don't know what to say. I do know that I am more than ready for my next doctor's appointment. I am in definate need of hearing that little heart beat. I keep forgetting I'm pregnant and I'm at the stage where I just look like I'm gaining weight rather than having a human inside my belly. (this is confirmed every day at work... nobody says anything about the bump)

Hearing the baby's heartbeat will make me feel much better. I begin to question myself.. is there really another child in my stomach... seriously?? Am I ready?? Regardless of that answer, I have to be. I know God will help me prepare but I just feel so off schedule with this pregnancy. I'm certain having a 9 month old running around (not literally running yet) makes all the world of differences in this pregnancy. I don't think I have even taken my prenatals for a consecutive week because I just keep forgetting. This is not good... speaking of... I need to refill that expensive prescription...

well I suppose this is all I can say for now. I miss all my friends.. and Steph... when are we having this baby already???

2 comments:

Warren Baldwin said...

Josh -

Neat site. God's blessings on your young family and ministry.

Warren
http://warrenbaldwin.blogspot.com/

Danna said...

Hey Bethany! I would have emailed, but I don't know your email, so....

Chuck, Ella, Anna, and I are coming out to St. Louis next week (Tuesday-Friday), and wondered if your family and your mom wanted to get together for lunch or dinner or something. Email me: dannapearsall -at- gmail -dot- com