Monday, July 20, 2009

faithful

even when i'm complaining in my mind about the busyness of my life, You still give me grace. i feel overwhelmed more often lately and for some reason i continue to get offended at nothing. i'd like to blame it on my hormones but i'm not sure if that's my excuse. maybe it is me. whatever the reason, i'm sorry. i am trying very hard to be a good stewardess and daughter to You. as well as friend, mother, and wife. i don't know why i let little things get under my skin so much. i think i'm doing the right thing. i've learned to keep my mouth shut when i'm mad because i don't want to react out of anger. and usually minutes later i've calmed down, only because i was able to talk to You.

no matter how many times i mess up, You continue to be faithful to me. i don't blame You for anything i'm going through but come to You in thanks and gratitude because all of this is for Your glory. only You know what is best for me so thank You for guiding me to the path of Your choice. i wouldn't want it any other way. i've tried my way for this first 20 years of my life and it was all wrong and destructive. thank You for healing the hurts and making me a new creation in Your son. i will do my best to please You and honor You with all that i have. You are faithful.

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