Only One Place to Run

when one bad moment turns into a bad morning and a bad morning becomes a bad day
there is only One Place to go for comfort and peace, joy and sanity
somedays are easier than others and then there comes a day when nothing seems right
everything is out of place and the enemy is all around
at times i am able to blow it off and then comes the time when all i can do is blow it up
if only i could be more like my intentions and not my actions

i never meant to hurt anyone, especially You
i never meant to allow my feelings throw me off gaurd
if i didn't have the blessing of conviction, o what a mess i would be
if i didn't have the blessing of knowing Truth, o how confused i would be

i'm so grateful for not having to "unlearn" anything when i met You
however there are some things that became engraved in me that caused a gaurd to go up
it's time to let go of the flesh and predetermined assumptions
it's time to do Your number one law.... love