healing.

The time has come. I've finally learned how to let You heal me, of many hurts. I've learned how to make You my all and stop looking at my family or my church or myself, etc. to be my everything. Because only You will never make a mistake, unlike me and everyone else in the world.

I had a revelation a few days ago when someone told me.. when I'm upset at something or someone I need to go pray and ask God, why is this affecting me the way it is? Jesus- if You are my everything and my JOY comes from You, then why is this tiny incident making me so upset? If I am truly focused on Christ as my center, then NOTHING will take that joy away from me. Because my friends didn't die for me, my husband didn't die for me, my mom or dad never died for me on a cross. Only Jesus did that for me. Only Jesus is perfect - therefore when my "feelings" of insecurity or my self-worth feels less than it should, I need to go ask Jesus my worth to Him. I need to ask Him what He thinks about me. Because God knew me before He even created me in my mother's womb and only God cares about me enough to die for me.

According to me, anything else anyone has to say about me that isn't of God, is of the Enemy. And we all know Satan's plan - to kill, steal, and destroy. He will especially use other's words to try to get me down and break me. However, my chains are broken and I have been set free! No more bondage no shackles... NOTHING else matters except for God's opinion of me. Because God's words are the TRUTH... no matter how I feel in the natural I will look UP and see in the supernatural realm and see all of God's glory and His angels protecting me and fighting for me.

This revelation was a much needed breakthrough for me. Now I am ready to receive all of God's blessings and allow my cup to overflow! My light will be shining from the top of the mountain for all to see. My flame is burning more and more now, no more simmering! Hallelujah!